Hi..
I..
just forget it..
You don't know me..
You can't know that I love you, no-one knows anyway..
Because it's wrong...
But.. You smile..
I miss that..
I wish..
I wish..
My words are knotted in my troat, that's why I'm silent..
Normally I'm very talkative..
Maybe, I won't talk..
But it won't show you who I am.
Because I didn't tell anyone..
That's gnawing my heart..
It's not what you think it is.
I don't think it would be.
Because I'm a bad person.
I'm lonely, I guess you scare loneliness too...
I didn't use to scare, but I do now.
Please..
Whatever..
Life is empty.. I'm empty..
But you..
Forget it..
I just shut up.
Because I shouldn't talk
But..
But I..
I..
This words bear hard on to me..
I'm sorry..
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